It is 2010 and I’m still at my old job. I sit at my desk in my office, in front of the huge windows that overlook the northern broadwalk of the White Sails Asylum. Beyond the granite tiles, the blue water of Sydney Harbour sparkles as it catches the late summer sun . I don’t… Read More
Self-love is believing you can get through whatever life throws at you and that you deserve happiness. The Love Matrix Project will switch on a light in the darkness and show you you’re stronger and more worthy of happiness than you think.
Restricting, bingeing and purging had happened to me in my life once before, many years ago.
The problem is we believe self-love is the answer, the goal, the destination and the meaning of life. It’s not.
What if I went to the gym just because I liked going to the gym? Were there good things about training I had overlooked in the past? Could I enjoy it for its own sake rather than as a means to an end?
Back at the beginning of 2010 I found myself emotionally entangled in a physical relationship with a man who wasn’t my husband. I was on a journey of spiritual transformation, I had declared my life’s purpose to be authenticity and here I was telling lies to everyone. I lied to my husband, I lied to my friends, and I lied in my blog posts.
You are the person who bears the same burden of life as everyone else. Perhaps you think there is something wrong with you because everyone else seems to be so much more together than you are, but we’re all sharing the same secrets.
Loving someone else is risky and dangerous. You reveal the tender unprotected parts of you leaving them exposed. You have no control over what’s going to happen. Loving another person without knowing the outcome is scary.
When I was at school it didn’t take long for me to understand that other kids didn’t like me being ‘brainy’. And being able to see what was going on, I soon discovered the way to be liked was to pretend I wasn’t smart.
The Love Matrix e-book is written exactly like my blog posts ~ only way longer and much more personal than anything I’ve ever revealed before. The only way to get your hands on it is to trust me with your email address.
Some of you are really interested in the deep core values that drive the way I live and practical ways to start making progress towards your goals. This E-book is for you.
I’m thinking of making a 100% free thing that teaches you how to become a confident, warm and open woman who’s comfortable in her own skin, and uses her short time on earth to do what matters rather than please others.
Over the past several months I’ve talked with a lot of you about what you’re struggling with. You’ve told me that you sometimes feel like you’re not good enough, that the fear of failure paralyses you and stops you from doing the things you love, and that you’re afraid others will find you lacking in some terrible way if you reveal your true thoughts and feelings.
