It is Monday 3 May, two and a half weeks since my estranged husband killed himself and I found his body in the home we previously shared. It is time to post an update on how I am doing. I am very sad that Mr Katie was in so much pain that he decided that… Read More
What I feel for you is beyond love … let me count the ways you transport me to places I have never been before … I love the sound of your voice the colour of your eyes that small dent above your hip how you wash mushrooms and iron your t-shirts the sound of your… Read More
♥ Breathe When you are stressed, worried or upset, your breath becomes shallow and rapid. Consciously breathe slowly and deeply right into your belly. Concentrate on the physical sensation of the breath moving in and out of your body. Breathe in light, breathe out love. ♥ Trust Your Instincts Don’t do anything that doesn’t feel right.… Read More
Today I said goodbye to twenty years of memories, purchases and presents. All saved, hoarded and accumulated without thought — an endless pile of material items to insure against the uncertainty of a rainy day. The rainy day came and the stuff didn’t help. It just spoke of wasted hours, missed opportunities and life sucking sadness.… Read More
live completely know your deepest purpose give the gift you were born to give enjoy sex as a cosmic portal into love’s wonders serve your friends so they may grow and through the inevitable cycles of breathtaking success and gut wrenching despair be willing to forget you were ever born stop waiting feel everything love… Read More
my wings turn to lead when we’re apart without you I have no-one to cradle the moon to sleep when I cannot taste your warm, liquid lips my bones feel brittle and dry tiny slivers of my heart break off with each breath that I take alone come home to me as soon as you… Read More
[youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhoKVRYYubw[/youtube] Sometimes I feel like Alice In a Wonderland chasing rabbits Cheshire cats and mad hatters A better world, well, it don’t really matter Well day breaks and life is as dark as the room The air is laced with sweet perfume What is it about morning light That makes everything feel alright Alright Well,… Read More
Life is just a dance between pleasure and pain. If you ignore pain, it doesn’t go away. If you try to heal pain, there’s still more there because pain is part of life. Life is pain and pleasure in equal measure. ~ John C Parkin ~ People find it impossible to imagine what it must… Read More
There are no words to describe what happened in my world yesterday. It is perhaps all too soon for this, but my blog has saved my life more than once and will again. Yesterday someone died. Yesterday someone whose only resemblance to the person I married was his physical body, chose death over life. And… Read More
At the beginning of the day
Warm breath and cool skin
Blue eyes pools of light
We are not only “evolving” our Selves, we are “evolving” the entire human race. What we are doing, we are doing not only for us, but for every other living member of our species. What we are going through, we are going through not only for us, but for all other people. We are creating… Read More
There is much that has been said about falling in love. It is the stuff of songs, poetry, movies and novels. Yet there is a perception in the modern woman’s world, that wanting another person to share your deepest secrets with is somehow admitting vulnerability or neediness. I believe that we only grow through our… Read More
I would like to tell you that things have been fantastic since I’ve been living on my own, but frankly, I have struggled. And in my struggle, my eating disorder has reared its ugly head. I have stopped listening to my hunger/satiety and instead been living off “lite’n’easy” frozen meals washed down with lashing of… Read More