Today I am not fond of my face, my hair or my body. I have a headache, my dodgy shoulder is playing up and I have a UTI that feels as though I’m pissing razor blades. It seems unfair that when I finally get to a place where I’m okay with who I am, my body decides to betray me.
I do all the woo-woo stuff — positive affirmations, EFT, searching my psyche for wounds that need healing and none of it works. I wonder what I’m doing wrong … I wish I knew.
So here I am with my warpaint on — fighting myself while knowing that even if I win, I still lose. I guess the only path is acceptance. To be honest, I don’t have any other choice.
For after all, the best thing one can do when it is raining is let it rain.
― Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
Camera model: Canon EOS 7D
Exposure time: 1/100 sec
ISO speed: ISO-125
Focal length: 50mm
Post processing: Photoshop Elements
Filters: Adjust saturation | Diffuse Glow | Adjust levels
Overlay : French Kiss Collection Textures Arroyo
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